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Woke up in the middle of the night with feeling like out there someone I love is having a problem. I know, sometimes it’s not true but feel so real. It’s freakingly real for tonight. And the only thing crossed my mind was an idea to send a text or a call. But I just simply didn’t do it. I ignored the urge. Tried to get back to sleep but I couldn’t.

its been a month. i just can’t ignore him from my heart. and the truth is….. everything getting worst and more complicated. I do love my boyfriend but i can’t deny i also in love with this guy! :( i know it wasn’t right but………..

some of my friend said that “it was only crush. u only have a crush on him. don’t take it seriously” but for me  crush for me is just like eye-candy. Not for serious. I may have crush on them because they have interesting things in theirs. But with this guy….